Dear Yelling,
I know you far too well. I despise you. You are a direct sign of my impatience and you teach my children nothing. You scare my children.
Love,
Meredith as a Mom
Dear Yelling,
Who are you? I think I have used you twice in seven years and both times you pulled me farther and farther away from my goal of changing behavior in students. You don’t work. You do nothing for me, so I am glad I do not know you well.
Love,
Meredith as a Teacher
It is so interesting and frustrating to me how I use yelling in my day to day life. I NEVER yell at my students. First off, it does no good. If anything, I temporarily scare my students into behaving. I am not teaching them how to behave rather I am setting a terrible example for them. Thus, I don’t use yelling as a strategy with my students.
Often times, the children I work with are very black and white. The whole “grey area” concept is non-existent in their eyes. Therefore, I teach them by being their example. I role play with them as a way for them to see and feel what appropriate is. So if they see me yell, why would they not mimic me in their heated situations? The students don’t understand why I am allowed to yell, and they are not. For this, and many other reasons, I do not yell at my students.
Now I need to teach myself to practice what I preach and not yell at my own children. I am aware that yelling at them does nothing for them or me. I am not teaching them how to behave or how to be a well-rounded child; rather I am painting them a picture of a stressed-out and impatient mother. I have learned that it is a release for me when I am completely maxed out, and I used it as a personal intervention. Bad, bad, bad mommy.
As both a teacher and a parent, I aim to avoid a power struggle at all costs. Children with behavior disorders thrive on that struggle. They will do anything possible to “win”. I am ok with them winning. In fact, I often tell them they have won. This may seem weird, but once they have won, they have won. There is nothing else to fight for.This is the point when we can begin teaching and be done with the battle.
My new goal after honestly writing this entry is to not yell at my children. I know I will fumble, but I am going to make a conscious effort to eliminate this unnecessary and unproductive form of discipline. If anyone out there has replacement behavior options for me, please do share. I need to learn how to transfer my patience as a teacher into my parenting.
Behave Louder, I Can't Hear You 